20091214






rachel's photography is awesome right! <3
and also look at my sequin shoes.. aww so bling so awesome!
anyone still want? :'( i am poor bunny
this week is going to be mad busy rushing out photoshoot, new launch, flea preparations, meet NAOMI tomorrow, plus plus a few of my other sweethearts (L)

it's awesome i got my tomyam seaweed!
kind of diana + rachel's influence HAHAH!
okay i'm just reminding myself of sad moments

i'm trying out long hair first then pixie maybe what says you?
lol the poll is affecting me
and thanks for those who clicked on those ads!

ONE MORE DAY JUST ONE MORE DAY

OH AND HI YOU ALL PASS BY OR NOT
PLEASE KEEP YOUR SATURDAY FREE.
AND SAVE YOUR MONEY BEACUSE SATURDAY IS CHEAP! THRILLS! FOREVER!
MORE UPDATES SOON AFTER FINAL PREPARATIONS

random, my knee is acting up
i need you beside me........... to tell me how stupid i was to lose you

20091213

oh yes i'm craving for assam laksa.
chuanyang when is your mother cooking??????????
HAHA IT'S SO AWESOME THAT
A BIG NUMBER OF MY NEIGHBOURS ARE MALAYSIANS AND KNOW
HOW! TO! COOK! ASSAM! LAKSA!

P/S: anyway i really dont want you to go to a boy's home :(
let's all stay up and pray a day before your case :(



oh my god.
the second one is awesome but will cost me a good $200............

20091212

so much for being sad that i gave $20 - $30 away.
the event was cancelled! :> :> :>

I'm sitting here wishing for something that's missing




thanks @cecilia for painting my nails.
ayies nail polish suck btw, they flake off.
i'll always love opi colors:>






firstly, welcome back to rachel:>
went to flea, both of us -______-
shoes again ha ha plus me dress +/-1 win already!
i like it when people owe me $$$$$$$ :>
met buyers and got damn pissed, you two remember this ah.
avoid my calls and all, @#$%^&*~ both also drag deals one.
hais * nvm lah~ flea soon!
and also so coincidentally saw michelle, renee, yunjing, divakar heh heh
pasta again, i hate creamy now! like! now!
anyway i dont know why i! am! helping iin lolllll.



remember this?
"I want so badly to tell you how I feel,
but I'm scared that after I pour out all my feelings for you,
you're just going to stare at me like the words don't mean a thing
it`s amazing when two strangers become the best of friends
but its sad when the best of friends become two strangers"
-everywhere@xanga

20091211

this post is edited as of 12/12 as i decided that it was redundant. just a repetition of what i previously wrote:<
after days of thinking and nights of insomnia.......
well it's fine with me if you're fine with being friends..... but not being best friends, and be friends? that i can't do lol but i'll respect your decision.
because i'll always keep the faith that..... 3rd time's the charm and that. the. bond. is there. it can't just fade away.. and that someday we'll laugh over this.
take care, and pls support me on saturday if possible! that'll really........ be a friend:>

yes so now show already you all you can stop reading there won't be anymore entries regarding this.
i am hotfudgecake i'm not going to be coldfudgecake, i moved here to....... let this blog be a happy one

20091209

2 hours of sleep!







i'm really so happy i saw fengying today!
but she was lost. :(
work. :>
enjoying but still alot of hiccups,
thanks ahneh hahaha